Sudah berulang kali aku percaya, namun ternyata tak ada beda. Kau anggap mudah yang menurutku salah, hingga aku menyangka diri ini bagaikan tak berarti di matamu.

Curhat

Hi, gw Kai. Udah, gw mau curhat doang. Lagian gak bakal ada yang buka atau baca blog ini, jadi gue mau curhat securhat curhatnya dan nulis senulis-nulisnya buat ngeluapin apa yang ada di perasaan gue saat ini.
Gue lagi sakit hati banget.
Banget.
Banget!!!!
Sakit banget!!
Dia bilang mutuis gw krn alesan agama. FUCK lah. Padahal dia mutusin gw krn dia selingkuh sama mantannya. FUCK. BRENGSEK. SETAN. BULLSHIT. ANJING BANGET TAU NGGAK LO. Dan ini udah yang kedua kali, gue kira dia udah jera gue maafin dulu dia selingkuh. Tapi nyatanya? Dia malah selingkuh lagi. ANJING LU. BANGKE. Lo sm sekali nggak ngehargai perasaan gue. Gue cuma sampah di mata elo.
Gue nggak tau harus gimana, gue nggak tau harus apa selain nangis. Rasanya sakit banget, gila. Dan gue nulis ini aja sambil nangis. Gue nggak tau...bener-bener nggak tau harus apa lagi...
Rasanya tuh sakit banget, gue nggak tau cara ngobatinnya. Gue nggak tau gimana caranya biar nggak sakit lagi. Gue nggak tau...
Yeah, yang baca ini pasti (walau gue jamin 100% gak ada yang baca) pasti mandangnya gue yg salah, gw yang bajingan karena ngepost tulisan ky gini, dr tulisan ini pasti kalian taunya gw cewe ga sopan, bermulut kasar egois de-el-el, tapi terserah deh. Gue mau numpahin semuanya di sini. Dan bukannya justru orang yang numpahin kebrengsekannya lewat tulisan karena dia nggak bisa bersikap brengsek di dunia nyata?
Sory aja, gue cuma ngerasa sakit hati banget, gue nggak bisa ngontrol emosi gue dan gue nggak bisa ngeluapinnya di dunia nyata, jadi gue cuma bisa nyampein lewat tulisan dengan kata-kata kasar. Seenngaknya lewat tulisan gue bisa teriak, teriak sebrengsek-brengseknya diri gue. Cuma lewat tulisan gue bisa...
Sementara di dunia nyata gue cuma bisa nangis. Nggak tau harus apa.
Ya, Allah, gue tahu doa gue nggak baik, tapi gue pengen hukum karma diberlakukan buat dia. Biar dia ngerti dikiiiiiittttttttttt aja rasa sakit gue.
Thanks.

another fanart

Ciel Phantomhive and Sebastian Michaelis

My Drawing

 

Fan Art

Levi X Eren

Summary
The story is set in December of 2199, when the streets are full of anticipation for the end of the year and the start of the new one. Amid the celebrations, word spreads that Ragna the Bloodedge, an SS-class rebel with the highest ever bounty on his head, has appeared in the 13th Hierarchical City of Kagutsuchi. The apparent aim of Ragna or the “Grim Reaper” is the destruction of the system controlling the world. To collect the bounty, a motley array of unrivaled fighters converge on Kagutsuchi.


Status : On going




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